For the love of Pereira and the Pope v. Harry Potter...

hey all... been a while... i totally want to revamp this thing but i'm not sure what i want to do with it.... so sad.... i played with it a bit but i dont really feel like i have enough options ... i may end up switching but i really don't want to b/c i love LJ... i need to put up a new pic of me as well... this one is from camp 2-4 yrs ago... so sad... i have yet another new addiction to add to my collection and i'm afraid this one takes the prize of geekiest yet.... I am completely and totally addicted to Attack of the Show on g4tv (formerly techtv)... i don't know why but I watch it religiously now... its quite sad.... i think it is hilarious... geeky humor...thats for me.... ahhh.... but the best thing about AOTS is its host Kevin Pereira.... his witty comments and gamer geekiness continously compel me to watch AOTS every night...even the reruns.... wow.... thats bad... not to mention that i find him attractive... thats the kind of guy i like... the geeky ones that aren't bad to look at but don't scream "look at me i'm gorgeous"... i like the eccentric ones... why? i don't know... and a guy's character can totally make him 10x more good looking to you than he actually may be.... its weird.... anyway i like his geekiness.... its intriguing.... alright enough girly blather... it was more of a sidenote than a point.... ok so after i watched my nightly rerun of AOTS (i got home from work at 11:30 pm so i obviously couldn't catch the original..) i finally decided to check out KP's blog b/c well it seemed like a good idea at the time and as a fellow blogger i can certainly appreciate a blog.... so anyways i found this link to another blogger that he listed as the cliche blogger and i found it vastly amusing so i thought i would share it b/c if you are a blogger (and if u are on Lj, you are...) then you can relate to some degree ... <http://www.minjungkim.com/?p=2675> ah... refreshing... the lifecycle of a blogger from minjungkim.... whoever that may be.... i appreciated it.... so anyway thats what i felt like and i just think its time for an update b/c... well.. i'm just not quite the same person as i was when I started this blog.. which is good .... i wouldn't want to stay the same.... thats boring... and stagnant... no growth, no good...
ok so.. on to the pope... the Pope vs. Harry Potter..... why o why? i hate the ignorance that always seems to accompany close minded uber-conservatives... drives me batty... the thing is ... you know the pope hasnt read HP.... so goofy... sorry if you are catholic, i don't mean to offend.... i promise... the majority of my family is catholic so i wouldn't purposely insult catholics or anything of the sort... even my catholic grandmother thinks this whole thing is ridiculous... it just made me ill and i wanted to share that....grr.... i've become more and more liberal ..... but i'm still really a moderate with liberal tendencies... i have some conservative ones as well.. but they are far less than the liberal ones...
hey.. just throwing this out there but... i'm looking for a laptop at a resonable price.. if you know anything, let me know...
\ya... so i officially withdrew from samford b/c i hated it... i hated what it made me... just not right for me... oh well.. so fall semester i will be taking basics at jeff state and then i will be transfering to either Miss. State, Auburn, or Alabama (those are the 3 i'm considering right now anyway)... i'm also thinking about changing my major... i love eng. lit. and all.. but do i really want to write papers for the rest of my curriculum? and to be forced to read books i might potentially love saps the enjoyment out of reading.... thats not all ... i've just been thinking lately that i have rush into things... college choices and major choices.... i didnt really think it through... i'm thinking pursuing a career in graphic design b/c after all art is what i really love and graphic design just makes me happy... so i think i may study something of that sort.... i dont know... i thought i knew everything (not literally) and i returned from college to find that i knew nothing and wasnt sure about anything any more... but i'm happier now... i'm me again... i think i lost me at samford somewhere... there are other things that i lost there that i haven't quite gained back... i feel like i lost my innocence... my faith.. my ability to trust god and people... it is kind of faded.... but i'm regaining me... and that is a step in the right direction b/c it is all falling into place a bit more now... its amazing how you continually discover that what you thought you knew for sure turns out to be just as uncertain as everything else in this world.... its like the waves on the shore constantly pushing you back as you try to swim further out and every time you are dragged back to land you think "well if only i had known then (when i was out there) what i know now i wouldn't have gone under..."... i don't know... its crazy... you know... lol i just noticed again... elipses are my trademark i think... i'm so stream of consciousness.. lol whatever....
ok so all my peoples who are in town for summer: give me a call so i can pasar el rato (spend some time) with you b4 u go... this goes out especially to Lindylocks and Stephen ("obi")... b/c i haven't seen you 2 very much at all.. I haven't physically seen linda since exam week at samford.... i spoke to her on the phone today but i haven't SEEN her... Here that Linda? I want to see you... i'm beginning to doubt the reality of your existence L-dogg..... its quite sad... i'm not sure if you are some sort of Tyler Durden-like figment of my imagination or what... its crazy.... so reaffirm you existence... please... for my sanity.... ahhh ok... this blog is long enough today... how i ramble so much i'll never know... so over and out folks... i swear i will try to update this time... please leave me comments ... i do so love to hear from you! ;p
peace out,
kmizzle (why on earth i started signing this way i will never know but i cant stop....... why o why...)